Today I went to the NY Aquarium. I just woke up and decided that I wanted to go to the beach and see the fish swimming. So I went. It was so beautiful especially the big fish tank. Hues of blues, greens, purples, and pinks. The walrus look kind of sad. We looked and each other an nodded. I understand, I thought. Now I'm at the beach. The water looks like blue/silver ice and the sky is pink, yellow, blue, cream. Everything is cast in a pastel hue. People speak Russian here. It makes me want to go to Russia and the Arctic. Being near the expansive ocean reminds me that I'm expansive if I take off the weight and give in to the tide. I think I will always need a reminder of my expansive nature. Maybe that's what oceans are for.
Today I felt happy. I felt right where I need to be. My fear is still there but today I went to the aquarium and sat by the ocean, and watched the sun set behind the icy blue waters.
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